The Babylon Matrix suppresses your empowered awakening by convincing you that you are nothing but a particular identity, at a particular age, with such and such amount in your checking account, and the laundry list of worries and so forth. Actually, your real identity is that you are an interdimensional traveler who has arrived from some other dimension at birth and who departs almost every day to another dimension called the dreamtime, a traveler who has a guaranteed portal out of this matrix, the portal called death, and a traveler who interpenetrates with the varied dimensions generated by other human psyches. The life that weighs so heavily on your mind is merely one of myriad timelines. As the boy Jake says in the Dark Tower
books, "Go then, there are other worlds than these."